Thursday, July 16, 2009

Bergosip dalam bahasa Melayu....

Cuaca di KL ni tidak lah panas sangat... Tapi hati saya yang sangat panas ni..Sebab ada ni satu orang kan sangat la bikin panas..Ok la...2 orang la...Tapi yang satu tu melebih-lebih...Walaupun bukan saya yang akan berdepan dengan dia, tapi rasa macam saya mau tampar-tampar saja budak tu... Saya terlalu memikirkan tentang perkara ini sampai saya termimpi saya pukul dia dengan kayu "baseball".. Begini ceritanya... Si Mr.X ni saya kenal dia dari kecil lagi... Sama sekolah rendah hingga la sekolah menengah.. Dia ni suka dengan kawan saya... Tapi kawan saya awal-awal lagi dah tunjukkan yang dia tidak minat untuk menjadi lebih dari kawan.. Mr.X ni pula macam tidak faham saja apa yang cuba disampaikan.. Lepas tu berlagak lagi macam dia ni teman lelaki kawan saya.. Perasan melebih-lebih nak kawal hidup orang.. Hrmm... Pada mulanya, boleh lah kami terima dia nak kawal hidup kawan saya ni.. Berfikiran positif la katakan.. Mungkin dia buat macam tu sebab dia sayang dengan si kawan.. Ok la... Tapi selepas cintanya ditolak beberapa kali, semakin menjadi-jadi pula perbuatan dia tu... Kawan2 yang lain ada cerita dengan saya yang Mr.X ni sebenarnya sudah ada teman wanita... Oleh itu, kenapa masih mahu mengganggu kawan saya? Saya awal-awal lagi sudah cakap dengan dia jangan mengharap lagi.. Kawan saya hanya mahu kamu berdua jadi setakat kawan.. Tapi Mr.X ni tidak mahu putus-asa.. Dia cakap dengan saya "Macam mana kalau tiba-tiba satu hari nanti hati dia terbuka untuk saya?".. Entah la kau Mr.X... Tapi yang saya tak percaya dengan perangai Mr.X ni, adakah patut disebabkan dia tidak puas hati dengan "rejection" yang dibuat oleh kawan saya, dia sanggup memburuk-burukkan kawan saya?? Teruk sangat sebab dia tidak tahu cerita sebenar tentang kawan saya tapi suka hati dia saja mau buat jalan cerita yang tidak betul tentang kawan saya.. Tahu la yang kau tu sebenarnya cemburu kerana kawan saya suka orang lain.. Orang jenis ni yang tidak mahu menerima kenyataan.. Jadi kau ingat kalau kau buat macam tu, memisahkan kawan saya dengan orang yang dia suka, kau boleh dapat dia la?? BODOH!!!!! Belajar tinggi-tinggi tapi otak simpan mana saya pun tidak tahu la... Kau sangat mengecewakan... Cakap kawan saya gatal.....Pernah kah dia menggatal dengan kau?? Tidak kan.. Mungkin itu yang kau harapkan tapi sorry lah it's not going to happen..Banyak lagi sebenarnya saya nak cakap tentang Mr.X ni tapi oleh kerana bercakap tentang dia hanya menyakitkan hati saya dan menstreskan saya, rasanya saya berhenti sajalah setakat ini...

Yang seorang lagi ni Mr.J.....Oii Mr.J, jangan mainkan perasaan orang.. Kau ingat kau handsome sangat? Kalau mahu yang satu tu, cakap lah awal-awal....Nasib saya ni sudah berpunya...Kalau tidak, saya akan buat perkara yang sama terhadap kau... You should know what I can do.

Hrmmm.....Cukup lah...Yang baca ni, gred la BM sya....Sudah lama saya tidak membuat karangan dalam BM ni...Hahahahah...

Saturday, July 11, 2009

1st week of class

Well, nothing much happen during this first week.. Some lecturers didn't enter class, made us wait 15-20minutes... So far, civil is easy to understand.. Now i know how cements are manufactured... Hahaha.. Most of the days, my class starts at 8am... Some of my friends especially MechE students, they are lucky cause they don't have class on friday.. Didn't go anywhere today.. Was really bored waiting for the time to past.. Woke up at 9 something, bathed, had breakfast then studied till 12pm... Then the rest of the day, wondering while listening to Fly.fm... Tomorrow i'll be going out with geng Sabah.... Bogoi and david and the rest of them i guess... Huhu..

P/s: It's nice to get attention from people but not when it's too much...... A friend of mine had to deal with people just because of me... Sorry dear friend...:(

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

A new life....

I haven't posted anything for the lat 2 or 3 months.. I wasn't an active blogger.. Hopefully will be actively posting after this... I'm currently taking bachelor of civil engineering here in Universiti Tenaga Nasional (UNITEN).. So far, it is a great opportunity to study here.. Talked to some seniors and they all said this is the best place to study because of it's high teaching and grading quality... The environment is also quite nice.. People and lecturers are nice.. There are foreign students too but not so many... Made friends with them who came from Iran, Yamen, Sudan and Palestine.. I met some Sabah students here too which is nice.. Luckily my faculty is just a few minutes away so i don't have to walk far or wait for the bus.. The apartment is okay la... I'm sharing with Winnie.. Chinese girl from Perak.. The orientation week was great compare to that in Matric last year.. Made lots of friends.. Nice2 people from all over Malaysia.. So, that's all for now.. Will update again sooner or later...

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Boringnyerr~

I'm back home for good from matric since last sunday.. My final exam wasn't that good... Especially math paper... Went out with Mave already few times... And last tuesday, I went out with Gurl, Lc and David... Really had fun with them and thanks to Gurl for bringing and treating me tomyam... Nyum nyum...:) Didn't have that for a long time already... After that day, i didn't go anywhere already... Huhu.. I thought away from matric would be fun... Tp ini sangat membosankan... Tiada duit lagi tu..... When i was in matric, every week kena bank in... Now mana ada lg... Huhu.... Susahnya hidup mengganggur....

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Hal-hal yang berlaku....

Last night, to join in the Earth Hour, my roommates and I switch off all the lights and fans in our room… Then, I took a nap... 30 minutes later I heard people screaming… Apparently, some girls went and switch off the main switch… The whole block went dark including the fellows’ house... After the screaming, came the laughing-out-loud noise near my room… I don’t know who are they but for sure they are some Chinese girls… After the laughing session, came the sing along session… Urgh!!!! Terus tidak dapat tidur sudah~

Damn those girls.

Last Sunday, my friends and Mave surprised me by celebrating my birthday. I wasn’t that surprise because I knew it was coming. Herenia texting me in the morning asking if she can have me in the afternoon. Steve called Mave. Then, when Mave and I were in KFC, I saw Geraldine hiding at the corner of HSBC building. But then, I act like as if nothing happened. Mave said he’s going downstairs to buy us drinks… After few minutes, he showed up carrying a cake with Herenia, Steve, Des, Geraldine and Nethy following behind. I was very happy for having thoughtful friends like them… I’m surprised that they involved Mave in… Thank you so much dear friends!!! Love you lots!!

This year’s birthday is really different than the previous ones… Not celebrating it with my best of friends especially Gurl and my family… But still, it’s one to be remembered.
During this week, I had a terrible headache for four days plus a sore throat. I don’t know if my headache is what you call migraine because I never had one so I don’t know how to differentiate between the normal headache and migraine… So I took few nights off from study and the next day I felt guilty… Hehe… So not me… On Friday night, my roommates and I took 150 pictures using my webcam… Gila banyak kan... From 11pm till 12am... Krista @ Mimie, one of my roommates left for her 2 months holiday yesterday morning… I didn’t get the chance to say goodbye… Terlalu syok tidur… Hehe… Jam 6 pagi ba dia jalan tu… BTW, she’s a two-year-programme student… Habis sudah exam last week…
So these are all I remember what to say about what had happened in my life this past week… I’ll be having my exam in two weeks time… Huhu… I’m nervous and scared but apart from that, I can’t wait to go home…

Roomies~

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Counting days..

I only have a month before my final exam.. Strugling hard to get the perfect score.. Officially on the 19th of April, i'll be leaving Labuan!!! Yes... Can't really wait for that... Btw, i've this feeling of wanting to do some charity work.. Hehe.. Wish i'm still a Leo in high school...

Saturday, March 7, 2009

I will be..

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, coz you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Coz I will never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Coz without you I can't sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah...

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart

All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, you know I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay (more)